Overwhelmed and Unsure

Okay, here we go.....

This is my first post. As the title states, I am right now feeling overwhelmed and unsure. Why in the world did I decide that I need to blog? The idea popped into my head about two weeks ago, and hasn't let go of my brain since. So here we go.....

I am a newly-recovering codependent. I was lead to Alanon in May of 2008. It has become the biggest and best turning point in my life. I'm quite sure I'd be divorced right now and would have moved on to another impossible relationship had it not been suggested by my counselor that I get into the Alanon program. After almost forty years of feeling like a defective non-feeling alien, I have finally "found my people."

I am learning to use all the wonderful new tools of the Alanon program, and have come to the conclusion that I would like to share my thoughts and feelings on a blog. Maybe someone will read this. Maybe noone will read this. I will do this just for myself. I'm worth it.....:-)

I look forward to your posts.